MY LIFE AND UPU

So,i was a bit dissapointed as i was not getting picked to any public universities that i applied for based on my UPU.yeah they say it just not my luck for not getting picked to any university,so i am swallow everything what people said.my cgpa is not even good.i got average about 2.50.But i still having hope to pick to any public universities.I just want to further my study and nothing else,
kinda have issues with this UPU thingy though.one thing that shocked was my friend got cgpa 3.00 above but not getting picked by any university that she chosed.

my parents however,got this one call from an unknown peoples telling that im gettting some kind of scholarship if i am going to their college.I am not really into it though.but my parents still going to drag me to meet them at the nearest library.So,as always when they want to getting you to go into their college they will try giving the best words as a boy trying to flirt to a girl,im not confident with those words that utters by them.

So if i am going to avoid to get into the college i must be pick by a university.i hope that i will be able to get to any university since i already made a re-applied to any public universities.let`s just hope for the best.

Nervous

well,public speaking is just one day away and i still can`t overcome most of my nervousness.i think it is due to my phobia i was having when in a secondary school.however,i manage to overcome some of it..well..it is a miracle which i could be memorize the text just by one day.i am the type who are super lazy to be doing their job in the daylight.i much prefer to my work in the midnight which the wind and the weather is cold and so pleasant.

nevertheless,i am going to pursuit the chances that are already in front of my eyes and there is no turning back this time.they say,you will never know if you never try.By this,i will try my best to prove myself to the whole peoples.

paranormal things do occurred....

we were actually tried to learn some new topic on economy.but then,someone starting to talk about ghostly stuff.at first,someone from our group deny to talk about it and telling us to continue what we studies..but you know..some of us were quite a brickhead.then we continue with the story..while we continue i already starting to feel the goosebump.but then,one of my friend start turn on the some kinda scary-terrible music..by listening to the lyrics the creepiness is getting intense..then a friend of mine ask a girl beside her "hey,did you just sing?" the girl answered "no,i never sing" the atmosphere getting mixture with creepiness..then,someone calling me to look at the fans..i look into the fan..there`s nothing wrong with it..but the fan spinning were getting slower..my friend said"it was fast before i called you" then what makes me scare is..the switch was not even been turned on!! what was actually happened!!!!

I AM THE PRE-UNIVERSITY STUDENT!! STPM!

hey! finally,get to write some information about myself..it`s about time i write this! finally i get to choose to be in secondary 6..and hell yeah! im proud of it..first thing that i thought..that.. "is this really the destination i want to go" the first day of registration..i am still in doubt of myself..i can`t think well..is this really the way i`m going to use? but i throw those thoughts away after the 2 weeks of orientation..in the first day of pre-u orientation..i`m not able yet to make new friends..yeah..who would have thought on making friends on the first day? but the other day,i could make new friends..and after 4 days onwards..we had became like a family! it`s feelings that never been appeared when i was in my secondary schools (secondary1-5).i got to gain some knowledge when i was still on the orientation class..

the teachers were friendly,and extremely full of humor..but there is one teacher which make me kinda scared though..he is one of the economy teacher.but oh well,despite that he is the most clever teacher from what i heard..i think i will try to adapt to the situation here,in the campus of pre-university in taman kluang barat,malaysia...from what i know that we(secondary 6) will be taking STPM(sijil tinggi pelajaran malaysia/higher school certificate) which is the top three difficult pre-university examination in the world..based on the wikipedia though.. wanna the link? check it out.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sijil_Tinggi_Persekolahan_Malaysia some of the sentences that catch my attention is. "STPM is internationally recognised by many universities, especially those within the Commonwealth of Nations as well as the United States and the Republic of Ireland. Most universities consider STPM results equivalent to GCE A-Level results. In reality, STPM is significantly more difficult than GCE A-Level, due to the wider coverage of the syllabus. STPM is believed to be one of the top three most difficult pre-university examinations in the world. Because of that, many Malaysian students preferred taking A-Level or other pre-university programmes rather than STPM. However, there are also some who believes that STPM can better prepare students for degree courses in universities due to its wider syllabus."

so.apparently pre-u (STPM) could be the biggest happiest thing that i had ever choose in my life.you might called me insane for choosing the examination that top three difficults examination in the world..but remember this sentences? "no pain,no gain" that`s how i would be applied when i am taking this step.you know why? it`s not because i would like to go flying across another country to learn..it`s because i like to learn more and deeply about certain subjects..the subject that caught my attention was history..we still need to learn history though..im not saying that it is wasting of time to learn geography..beside,i get to make new friends in this section and each of my friends have brilliant minds and thinking..although some of them will left for taking diploma in university i am still strong with my own determination..legend once said,"if you are aiming for something,try to aim for the sky" there are lot of benefit in pre-university..i will tell you later.i have to pen-off for now..wish me good luck for facing this stpm okay? :D thanks!

before that..my pre-u photo..

    

Attack On The Titan!!!

well..i have been a big fan of anime since i was a little kid..the first anime i watched was dragonball and so on..until this day which is the present(sure thing sherloock) i have been following some new anime..and one of the anime that has caught my attention is attack on the titan (in japanese it is shingeki no kyojin) if you don`t like disturb film,movies etc. well.. i could advise for not watching this anime as the anime contains a lot of killing and most of all.. BLOOD!! and there also some part when peoples being eaten/chewed (i don`t know if there was any chewed scene) by the titans..

here`s some picture from the anime...

well.. i just want to say that i hate the part when peoples being chewed by titans...i don`t know why but dem feels.. i literally feel sad and tears rolling down(ouh just forget it) well. it is sad that the heroes in this movies EREN JAEGER is not really strong in this anime..i don`t know why though.. it seems like he totally weak even when he is on the titans form.. remember when he fought with annie when she is on her titan form..annie could cut his head off just by a swing of her titans leg.. i mean.. demmm legs!!

and i actually got a crush on one of the female character which is mikasa..and here`s the picture..

i don`t know why..but some reasons..she actually looks like kuchiki rukia from bleach. :3

i love the anime because of its storyline,it`s graphics and the characters!! weehoo!! it feels like a movie but with a lot of episodes.. i really cannot wait for the season 2. i heard it will be release soon this years (2014)..and yeah!! time for more cold blooded murder with a lot of munching by the titans!!(that sounds pretty weird) well..i want to see EREN JAEGER improvement of becoming a titan..since i want to know lot more what happen after when they are chasing annie (the episode totally stop at that part eh?) well..i wonder whether eren jaeger will kill her or spare her (of course i am talking about annie) that girls is just one sneaky person..appeared out of nowhere and suddenly she becoming a titan..what a suprise!!! hahaha

anyway..thanks for reading this dear otaku..i love this anime and always will be..even my friend who currently watching it already love it to the max..i am waiting for the season 2 and i am expecting a lot of excitement in the anime will be..alright then.. seee yaa!!

:3 otaku for the family!!